{"id":905,"date":"2011-11-30T06:35:38","date_gmt":"2011-11-30T06:35:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/wordpress-256057-797351.cloudwaysapps.com\/?p=905"},"modified":"2019-01-12T21:29:11","modified_gmt":"2019-01-12T15:59:11","slug":"fade-to-dust-a-poem-by-a-molested-broken-girl","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dailyjag.com\/literature\/fade-to-dust-a-poem-by-a-molested-broken-girl\/","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;Fade to Dust&#8221; : A poem by a molested &#038; broken girl"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\"><figure class=\"alignright is-resized\"><a href=\"https:\/\/wordpress-256057-797351.cloudwaysapps.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/11\/310591_10150403075267378_787042377_8468258_60003558_n.jpg\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-src=\"https:\/\/wordpress-256057-797351.cloudwaysapps.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/11\/310591_10150403075267378_787042377_8468258_60003558_n.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-906 lazyload\" width=\"265\" height=\"206\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/dailyjag.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/11\/310591_10150403075267378_787042377_8468258_60003558_n.jpg 521w, https:\/\/dailyjag.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/11\/310591_10150403075267378_787042377_8468258_60003558_n-300x233.jpg 300w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 265px) 100vw, 265px\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 265px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 265\/206;\" \/><noscript><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/wordpress-256057-797351.cloudwaysapps.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/11\/310591_10150403075267378_787042377_8468258_60003558_n.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-906\" width=\"265\" height=\"206\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dailyjag.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/11\/310591_10150403075267378_787042377_8468258_60003558_n.jpg 521w, https:\/\/dailyjag.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/11\/310591_10150403075267378_787042377_8468258_60003558_n-300x233.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 265px) 100vw, 265px\" \/><\/noscript><\/a><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>This song is about a girl, who was physically molested and raped repeatedly by her own father. So one day she decided to end it and murdered him, now she is watching his motionless body and having these thoughts in her mind.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>There is no holding me back<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>i am not driven by that feeling anymore<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>The wait for better is over<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>Kingdom of dreams has long been shattered<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>Not Overshadowed by you anymore,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>I come out to claim what&#8217;s mine..<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>Rise to power, my guilty might<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>Fade to dust, this worthless life<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>Shallow morales, am I the beast?<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>Even eternal fire of hell feels cold to me<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>Look at what you made me<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>I am a demon of your own nightmares<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>The everlasting lust for this world<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>Had to end one day<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>no more feelings inside me<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>I am dead within<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>Insignificant you and your pleads<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>My ear can&#8217;t listen to your screams<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>Total hysteria within my mind<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>Whirlpool of mixed emotion you were<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>My master, my father<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>What do I call you?<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>End my life, it would be a blessing<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>For what I have gone through was much worse<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>Living on the edge my whole life<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>Even breathing on your command<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>No remorse for what I did<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>Watching you in pool of your blood<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>Is the happiest I have ever been<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>Not afraid of the consequences<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>I did think it through<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>I am also just a human<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>I will also fade to dust&#8230;<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This song is about a girl, who was physically molested and raped repeatedly by her own father. So one day she decided to end it and murdered him, now she is watching his motionless body and having these thoughts in her mind. There is no holding me back i am<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":906,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"_uf_show_specific_survey":0,"_uf_disable_surveys":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[12,48,20],"tags":[133,195,16805,130,122,194],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dailyjag.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/905"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dailyjag.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dailyjag.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dailyjag.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/7"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dailyjag.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=905"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/dailyjag.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/905\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dailyjag.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/906"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dailyjag.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=905"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dailyjag.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=905"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dailyjag.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=905"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}